In the deep pit of darkness I was drowning in that venom in my head And nothing can patch that hole Ceaselessly growing in my soul. Such void was relentless Waiting for something, anything And thus my soul suffered in silence Bound in this carnal existence. I longed to rest, I wish to give up And let whatever may come, come! But most of all I want to be done-- To be done and be gone. Bewildered, I found out then That such soul wanted to explode Out of this piece of meat And be one with you. Why is freedom too dear? What is there to fear? What sort of love destroys- none. 'Twas not love at all but ignorance That brought you to the heights of the ether Then threw you violently down To the bitter ground And broke your bones into fragments Until you forgot what you were Who you were And what was kept in you By the perfect Hand And whatever it was that was inside you Dimmed until all that was left Is a void that eats you Till you're nothing but a rotten piece of meat....