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Always On My Mind

You were always on my mind
When dusk gathers outside this sad house--
House devoid of you
The blue gloom and sadness of twilight
Reminds me how we found each other
In that dark and moldy hallway 
And even the smell of old wood
Reminds me how I first smiled at you
And you first laid eyes on me.
Even that new year's eve when the clock
Struck twelve and fireworks invaded
That canvass of night sky above us
And you laid your eyes on me
Hungry as if all beasts in you have awoken
And I just bowed my head in shame,
Not that piece of clothing could hide my soul.
You were always on my mind,
Five long years, I was blind
And as I slip away from this home we shared
You will always live on my mind.

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